Is it reasonable to commit suicide if I will never find a girlfriend?

hello, i'm a 35 year old male who has been trying to meet a woman for the past 20 years or so. in this time, i have had no success whatsoever and have never had a girlfriend. I have the benefit of living in new york city which has a virtually endless supply of single young women who presumably would want to meet someone. I have heard every piece of silliness there is such as (you are trying to hard, let it come to you) i have pretty much come to the conclusion that it is a combination of looks, and bad luck but mostly looks. I have generally come to this conclusion after experimenting with putting pictures of other guys on my personals profiles and suddenly seeing overwhelming response. it has been my dream for all of my life to have a cute (not necessarily beautiful) girl to be with for love, companionship and eventually marriage and child rearing. this was not some arbitary skill or issue such as i'm upset because i can't play chess or throw a fastball. i believe this to be the very cornerstone and meaning of life. people say be happy and thankful that you have two arms and legs and both eyes but I dont know, life seems pretty bland and meaningless without having someone to share it with. it has always been either too short (i'm 5'8) too little money, too little status,not good looking enough and now it is too old for the lions share of single women who happen to be in their twenties. I have tried and tried everything from taking hobbies that i truly have had an interest in, volunteering, taking classes, talking to every possible girl on the train, at work, at school and just about everwhere else to no avail. as i write this it is a beautiful day in new york city, practically filled with young couples who mind you , seem to be the only people truly looking as if they are enjoying life, the other people look dead inside as i am, simply going through the motions. this life has been a cruel joke and I only hope to die in my sleep because i am too much of a coward to take my own life.